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Monday 30 June 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GARY (:
18 liao hor ? Must be very happy lahhhhhhhhh.



Seeeee, How sweet can nana be (:


Nicky trying to candid me during work ):


MyPrettyPrettyDaughter; Joycelyn <3



I know i looked retarded. But i find it funny, so post it (:


Hantu ?


Use Joycelyn phone zilian ;x




Im back to update peoples (:
Didnt went school for a week already.
Promised teachers, friends, mama to be present in school today.
But i didnt go again .____. I was late lah, cannot blame me ;x
Well, Promise are mend to be broken ;x

Morning, otw to school. Joey brother board the same bus as me.
He kept cursing & say 'late liao late liao' -,-
^@^#!@$($^)
Reached school area, rly late already.
Damn it ;x
Run opposite school, bused to tamp inter.
Ate McDonalds' breakfast, & Chatted alot alot.
Went to Mustafa (:
It has been years since i last went there.
Trained to Farrer park .
Got small misunderstanding w ling again.
Shopped @ Mustafa.
Walaoooo, its freaking big lah, Everything they also got sell.
Cosmestics were slightly cheaper than outside market price.
Many many different types of brand.
Wahs, see the things until your eyes blurblur.
Shop over there for like 3 hours ?
In the end, i bought 1 pentel RED mechanical pencil, & 1 liquid eyeliner.
Spend less than 10 bucks on both item worhxzxzxzxz ! ;x
&JoeyBrother bought a HUGE teddy bear which cost 45$ for her sister. Isnt he a good brother ?
Awww...


Sunday (29.6.08) met up with joycelyn daughter @ Bugis <3
Sorry, i was late again .____. Im always late ;x
Went over to bugis street, got hard time finding money changer for joycelyn.
Found, shop over at bugis street.
Shopshopshop, went to junction, Slacked @ one particular place & we started to cam whore.
Ard 7pm, Joycelyn Daughter went off. Accompany her to MRT station.
I went back to bugis street alone, cos i felt tht i didnt shop enough.
Shop&shop&shopppp.
Bought so much things yesterday & of course spend alot.
Saw maggie&friend.
Went back to tamp, meet wenhui emo, serene mama &friends.
Who knows, one turns out to be my pri sch mate, shi he .
& another one turns out to be my KINDERGARTEN mate, kian hwee if im not wrong.
:D
Slacked awhile @ Mcd, bused back w emo.
I dropped off at 201, hahaha.
meet ling & went over to LAN.
Party sia over there, fakefake (:

Bused home at 12am.


Saturday (28.6.08) went to hosp to see ahma.
Ahma condition worsen tht time, but was stable now.
Stay over night @ hosp w mama.
Javier wanted to cme find me @ ttsh, but bee is coming, so...
Meet beeeee, Loiter arund th whole place, uber bored ah.
Morning, bused home w mama & beeeee.
Go hme, went out for movies w ahpoh, gary &co.
Celebrating gary birthday in advance.
Watched "wanted" . Freaking nice, i swear. Hahaha, its NC16 .
Rated 4.5/5 . My eyes nvr rly left the screen when movies are showing.
Whole grp went over to 85 eat.
Wahs, Satays, stingray, chicken wings... Hahaha, feeling abit hungry now ;x
Homesweethome w ling after supper.
He was tired, therefore no LAN for me T.T

Gonna get my sleep already,
Hasnt been sleeping well this few days ):

& I LOVE LIANG <3
&& School sucks like motherfcukingnabeicheebye hell :D

Byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =D


Friday 27 June 2008

Well, back to update.
Nothing much uh.
Yesterday was our second month (:
HAPPY 2ND MONTH ! :D

Quarrell on the prev night of our anni, but solved on the next morning -,-

Meet ling @ downtown.
Pass him the shirt i bought for him ;Hope you like it eh.
Walked ard E!hub area, bought movie tickets, "Kungfu Panda".
Went to eat 'Hei sushi', was freaking full . -Laughs, diet starts tmr.
then back to watch our movie. A very funny & cute show, rated 4/5 bah.
Saw fadong, clever boss & co. (: F.d is botak now, if i didnt see wrongly ?

After movie, shop ard E!hub awhile more, walked back to whitesands.
Shop over there. Saw ling's sister & dad.
His dad bought him billabong slipper, cos ling wanted.
He dad was super steady lah, unlike my mother -,-
&&His father bought rings for her wife.
Awws, how sweet can he be lah. envy someone who has a caring father. ):
Ling & me took neoprints tgt as well ! (:
Hahahhaa <3

Shopshopshop, bused back to tamp.
Wallet shop closed, went to find ahdai.
Ling & me settled down @ McDonalds'.
We got a huge arguement over there, quarrell for very long -,-
&Many people were looking. -Paiseh o.O
In the end everything solved.
No more bus, cab back home w ling.
Reached hme ard 1.15am.
Quarrelled w mum again.
I rly dunno whats fcuking wrong w her.
Evrytme see me must quarrell like tht.


1 week didnt went school alr.
Sotong, haha, the records (:


Fuck love _!_
Wednesday 25 June 2008

You have changed, seriously.
Well, you dont seems to bother about me anymore.

You always claim yourself wuxim.
But you dont show so.
If you care, you wouldnt be saying all those things alr.

Stop giving me your fuck care attitude lah.

But, i still love youuuu ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ .
Tommorrow is our second month.
&The messages you sent, rly hurt me )':

&&Im always the one saying sorry...

HATE ME FOR ALL YOU WANT, I HAD ENOUGH !
FUCK LOVE _!_

P/S: Today didnt went school again, 3rd time of this week alr.
( Sotong says : " Lets break record, one week or one month -,- )


Monday 23 June 2008

Anw,
Just came back to say this :

SCHOOL SUCKS BIG TIME ;x

Byebyeeeeeeeeeeeee =D



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&&christabel: hahahs(: okays(:i loves you too(:
Re'Nana : Love die you :D

爱 J: Girlf ~ I mss you a lot lahs ! :D
Re'Nana : I MISS YOU TOOOOOOOOOOOO ! ): When is our meeting my dear ?

chengyong: lols.. who sae i busy? -.= dont anyhow lah!
Re'Nana : Rly what, chengyong is a busy man =D

Jas: c: sis,u ok?
Re'Nana : Yeaaa, Im fine already ! :D Dont worry, miss youuuuuu <3

爱 J: Hahhas , Suresure! :D
Re'Nana : (:

kelly: take care yea. (:
Re'Nana : Tkcare toooo sis <3

tian: helllo mei :)
Re'Nana : Hello tian en kor ! (:

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Re'Nana : Awww, my candyfloss ! (: Okays, will link soon ! :D

CHARMAINEEE: aiai..!!!! tagged. im back laas.miss ue guys so much!!!
Re'Nana : hahaha, finally you're back yo :D

yoyo: Hello. Are you Nichiren Shoshu believer? (:
Re'Nana : Nope, sorry ;x whywhywhy ? But its Nichiren Daishonin . (:

Yvonne: relink !
Re'Nana : Okays, shureeeeeeeeeee =D

Tracker: trouble with spammers? i found your spammer i can give u the latitude n longtitude of their address n u can use google earth to find tht bastard
Re'Nana : Rly ? Aww, thanks =D But the spammer aint back anymore. Thanks ;D

serene: XDDD ahhahas we met just now lols -.= anyway dun nid sorry nah. tkcare yeas. & see ya on sch reopen. <3 baby
Re'Nana : Yalah, school reopening soon alr ! ): Sorry for pangseh-ing you guys in LAN. I kiup in between, hope you understand ;x

'MENGHWEE: Fiancee' x3. I love and miss you.
Re'Nana : Fiance <3 Aku cinta kau . Sorry for not asking you out during hols, i was rly busy ;x

xuee: link me <3
Re'Nana : Okays, shureeeeee =D Soon !

CARINA♥: sis, tagged ! [: ilyous manymany. [:
Re'Nana : Xiaocar sis <3 Love you toooooooooooooooooooooo, Muacks *.

DANIA: !! Joanna never go school today! Tsktsk ;p
Re'Nana : Hms, well. Er, actually i did went to school today, just that you dont see me ;x Kekes.

Jasmine: Nana , viewed and tagged ! Loveddd ~! (:
Re'Nana : Thanks ahma =D Loved & Misses !

Charmaine: hellos! you are just afew comps away from me. LOL
Re'Nana : Hello ! ^^ Laughs, i know ;x


Bestest colleague; Nicky (:


Bye Nicky bestest colleague ! ): Miss yo.

Hello peoples (:
Im back to update my dead blog .
But seriously, nothing much to update ley.

Well, have been working this few days.
&tonning out when im taking off.
:D
I enjoyed myself when im w d/ling & co.
Really had funnnn. They're indeed jokers.

Yesterday, Sunday was the last day of work.
&It's obviously my pay day.
&&It's nicky last day of work. -Crys*.
He is going back to his country, &i rly dunno when can i see him again. ):
I hope he could read this, but i know, its impossible.
You probably have alr left, when i typed this out.

To nicky ;
Thanks for being such a good friend, a good brother to me this 2 weeks.
Seriously, during first few days of work, i find you quite irritating ;x
Sorry to say that, but i rly got irritated by you.
Bcos you loves to mess up my hair, disturb me in a funny way.
Again, sorry for telling x.ping & co, cause you get scolded by feifei.
BUT WELL, WHO ASKED TO KEEP DISTURBING ME & MESSING MY HAIR ! :x
Hahaa, it isnt the main point above.
Just wanna thank you for treating me like your sister .
No matter how much attitude i showed you, you also wont angry w me.
&instead, cheering me up. &&Providing me w mineral water -,-
You're indeed a very goodgood colleague huh ! :D
Sorry for the third time, for being selfish abt yesterday. I know you're sick alr, yet Jac & me left early leaving you alone @ there working.
Poor nicky ! Rmb to miss me leyxzxzxz !
Just think of me ;
- Buying fishball noodles all the way frm foodcourt to you, cos you're sick -,-
- making funny face, when you wanted to take photos tgt ;x
- being a kind soul, given you 4 pills of panadolextra which i got in my bag for youuuu.
- doing all those wierd wierd actions in public, just bcos im boredddd & you'll always tend to laugh @ me ! ):
- Singing loudly regardless of of customers' present.
- pointing you middle finger when you tried to candid me T.T
Well, THAT'S ME MAH ! (:

Aiyah, just thanks soooo muchhhhyy lahs.
I'll always rmb the hugs & photographs de ;x
I wonder, when will we see each other again ?
or like what you said, probably not able to see each other ever again ?
CHOYx3 ;x

Haiyah, after work, went for a fast shopping @ amk area.
Bought a red wallet, red top, brown tube, leggings, tees, a shirt for this special somebody, & hello kitty pen for vanessa :D
Spend alot of money lah! -Heartaches* T.T

Bused over to tamp, then to 201.
Met d/ling, like finally lah.
Well, they dota-ed again, DOTA-FREAKS !
Leaving me & another nana'vanessa alone .
Went to eat w co. after 2 rounds of dota -,-
Ton over there yesterday, Yawns. Super tired.
Can you just imagineeeeeeeeeeee ? ;c
Didnt went to school, obviously -,-
Morning slept on table awhile.
Zhen ning's mum send us over to bedok HQ there.
Zhen ning, ling & co need to go back report -,-
boliao ;x
Luckily nothing happen, thank god.
Zhen ning & ling came up to my house, waited for me to prepare -,-
Cabbed back to 201 LAN .
Evening area, serene mama & co. came to LAN .
:D
Went hme ard 8pm.


Thanks to those who 'visited' me when im working, esp tian en kor. Hahaha, thanks & sorry for the trouble.
Saw many familiar faces as well, samuel.t , cheryl darling, sotong'melvin & some others.

Many ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ to d/ling ! (:
2nd month coming, 3 more days ! ^^
:D

Byebye blogggggg !
Nana =D


Tuesday 17 June 2008

Got very very pain stomach cramps !
);
Happy belated papa day to all the papas, my gan papas -,-
Although i dont have one, & i dont know if you can hear my not,
HAPPY FATHERS DAY ONCE AGAIN, MY PAPA !
Hope you can hear :D
You're always on my mind ! (:

Tags replys :

liang~: hey spammer. why not we come out n talk over tea. rather than doing it in a rather than hiding behind ur com. with all these nonsense? ^^ peace
Re'Nana : Laughs, dont care her lah.

chengyong: lols anything lo. provided u jio me for pool lo. lols
Re'Nana : Lol, shureeeeeeee. Soon bah ! Provided you gt time ? You busy man ! (:

chinyong: relax la hor..bo liao then come here c c xD
Re'Nana : Hahaha, dont caare lah. thnks daddy ! Anw, happy belated papa's day !:D

Jasmine: Joanna ! Big hugs * XD Wah , nvr jio me out once during hols . I so sad manssss. )'x Ha. Btw, spammers are f.childish . ignore it . Curse the person no good. xDDDD
Re'Nana : Hahaha, alright then ! (: Sorry, recently not very freeeeee lehxzxzx ! Either got sch, if not jiu work T.T

JOEY: Cheer up,Cheerup. (:
Re'Nana : Okays, thnks ! replied to your blog alr !

kelly: hey sister. if you ever want a girlfriend, i'll be there. i love you. hahaha
Re'Nana : Hahahha, alrights ! (: I love you, aku cinta kau, te amo, wo ai ni, sarang heyo ! :D

AMANDA♥: Hey dearest! long time nv tag ya le. saw ue at tsc today : D and cheer up alright! lovees : D
Re'Nana : DEARESTTTTTTTTT ~! Yaaa, saw you tht day @ tsc ! (:

passerby: haylo! just some random passerby :B anyway, i guess that girl who claims herself as joanna is sluttier then a S|ut. she's had sex with many of her boyfriends, i guess. her BODY language tells me so.
passerby: anyway, "Joanna" please dont act like a b itch b itching around where you SHOULDNT BE. GO GETTA LIFE. oh sorry, i forgot. you dont even OWN a life. laughs!
Re'Nana : Hahaha, thnks for helping yo ! (: You're ? :D

Madeleine: Yoyo ! Wink*** relink me :D & You stead with Enliang uh ??? Haha ! Passerby shut up .
Re'Nana : Lol, madeleine ! (: *electric back ! Yaaaa, clever uh youuu ! Passer by no wrong, is the fake ' JOANNA ' wrong ;x

Meiyee:D: Sorry kukunehneh for late reply cause my comp spoil wor >.< i miss you like hell la dey ! :)so long never see you le :x
Re'Nana : Its okay narhs ! (: I miss you tooooooo ! I saw ur bro these few days ya, at LAN . ;x

&&christabel: chocolatecandy CHEERUP nah(: && dont care bout the spammer. if you dont reply them after awhile they will feel they are just like a joker that talking to themself-.- heckcare them(:
&&christabel: && to the spammer, dont like her then fhuck off her blog lurh-.- spamming people blogs make you as cheap as a chicken only-.- if you a DUA CHIO BU which you think then give your friendster or blog
&&christabel: to let us see how pretty you are lurh-.-
Re'Nana : Hahhaa, thnks for helping yah ! (: dont care tht spammer luh ! love you, chocolate candy. will do th survey soon !

serene: i alr no wrk liao leh. nw shopping days. =X hahahas. dun care the spammer. tkcare yeas. && lastly cheer up
Re'Nana : Hahaha, really ? Wahs ? So shiokkkkk ! :D Okays, i will. Thanks, you tooooooo !

Charmaine: i dunno what happened, but i know you are sad. SO.... cheer up babe! oh, and i haven't meet you yet!
Re'Nana : Hahah, thnks babe ! (: Im fine nowwwwww. Thnks so much ! <3 Yalah, haven meet you yet ):

Jas: tagged sister*i ♥ yous.
Re'Nana : Sister, wo ye ai ni worhxzxzxzxxzxzxzxzxzxz ~!

passer: u frm PCS/
Re'Nana : Poichingschool ? Yeaaa, any prob ? ;x You're ?


Saturday 14 June 2008

To that particular spammer, joanna (165.21.42.84) :

Please lah, who th f*ck are you to comment abt me huh ?
&You gt no rights to say others slut, when you're the one bitching ard in other people blog like a madwoman or something ?
S.L.U.T is only used to describe people like you, claims that you boyf loves your body !
Is there any problem w you tht i ever pierced my lips ?
Oh, Thats mean any other named joanna have pierce their lips offended you lah ?
&when did i ever say that you're the joanna in the whole wide world, ?
Please, I know you're pretty, i know your boyf love your body, Laughs.
Need to show off ? -.- Yea right, probably you need someone to envy you uh ?
Well, i envy you then, i must rly admit my boyf doesnt trt me as well as yours huh ! ._____.
So what ? I know im ugly. Is anything bothering you abt my face ? No need to tell me you're pretty my dear (:
If theres anything you're unhappy w my blog, You can always choose not to step into my blog alrights !


- Seriously, you have changed. I dunno why, i just felt this way.
I dont understand, when did i treated you not well enough, to deserve this fucking attitude of yours ?
Step into LAN ytd, wanted to gave you a surprise when i saw you. I covered your eyes from the back. I know im irritating by doing this to you while you're playing dota. Its bcos i didnt saw you for days nearly a week alr. Yet all you could give me was taking my hands off you & continue playing your dota -.- Not even saying a 'you reached alr' or something ?
Well, stand behind you & watching you playing your dota -.-
At least sitting beside your brothers, he also will ask me 'working ah' & stuffs like tht.
Like guozheng, at least when i step into the LAN, he would say like 'Hey, Long time no see alr ' .
Aint he playing dota as well ? Why others can, you cannot ?
Next, abt the blog tags thing. Is not tht im angry w you when i saw someone spam my blog in th LAN, but im disappointed w your reaction.
I told you abt it, abt the spammer say me until i like very cheap like tht. but it seems tht you dont bother abt me & told me theres nothing you can do & you continue playing your maple _!_
Unless you tell me, im cheap to you lah @(*!@(#^!
Honestly, who is not unhappy when they saw their blogs got spammed huh ? In th end, all i gt was tht fcuking attitude of yours.
What kind of boyf are you ?

Quarrelled after tht. All you know was to yell @ me.
Cant you just ask properly ? So what if i dunno tell you ?
Seriously, is not tht i dontwant to tell you .
But by telling you how i feel & things like tht helps ?
Go back to refresh your brain & think yourself.
Evrytme i tell you things, you only asked me not to bother abt them, or telling me nth you could do.
Only know how to push my chair, ask me what happened using shouting.
Please, all this little little action rly make me feels like you didnt care.
No point carrying on quarrelling when, one is at one end of the LAN angry, one is at another end crying. Like wtf cans .____.

At least, i make a effort, to request tht i wanted to work half day on friday, so tht i could meet you.
Mrt + Bus like for almost 1+ hr to reach tamp just to find you for tht few hours. yet you showed me all your nonsense again -.-
I worked, is also partly bcos of you.
Is bcos i wanted to clear my bills, &to buy that wallet you mention you liked for you.
It cos ard 99$ . I know its may be cheap to you, but is definately not cheap to me.
I need to stand ard 24 hrs to sell shoes if im not wrong to afford tht wallet for you.
&I have always been very grateful to you, during the MIA period.

Okays, whatever. About today the movie thing, i am rather pissed at first.
But i dont want mention anymore, since evrything is settled in msn.
I thought i could meet you today. But well, gaming & others are more impt than me.
Blames no one.

Enough of ranting.
Byeeeeeee blog =D


Anyway, thanks to :

Nana'vanessa, ahdai, javier, yisin, &zi liang for cheering me up (:
Thnks ! :D
&Sorry to some who i show attitude to ;x


Tags reply :

VAN: okkkayyy ! tc alrighttts ?! , cyahhh ~
Re'Nana : Okays, shureeeeeeee =D

WEILING: http://eastviewgirlguides.blogspot.com :D
Re'Nana : Thnks weiling ! :D

chengyong: hellos! wah, got stead le. last long~ (:
Re'Nana : Hahahaaa, Thnks ! (: Meet up soon for pool yea ! .

&&christabel: chocolatecandy(: please go my blog && do the suvery thanks(: hohohoho(:
Re'Nana : Okays, will do sooonnnnnn ! (:

kelly: you and your bf quite sweet ma. i jealous ley, hahas.
Re'Nana : Laughs! Where got sweet siol, No need jealous de, So many guys awaiting for you luh, prettyass sister (:

'MENGHWEE: Fiancee' x3.
Re'Nana : Fiance (: Loveyou.

Jasmine: Joanna ! Ha ! Finally go home uh ~ That's my good nana then ! XD
Re'Nana : hahaha (; Okayokays ! Missyou man ~

kelly: hey. this sunday meet tsc 12.30. and its at botanic garden, we're taking bus there. haha
Re'Nana : Hahahahaa, Okayokays, i know. Went for th briefing alr ! (:

Joanna: I so pretty leh,my boyfriend love my body.
Joanna: Type what I shouldnt type? So, you're asking me to type everything that I shouldnt have typed out? Pierce your lips like **** please .
Joanna: My name is really Joanna, you think you're the only one in this whole wide world?
Joanna: For you? Save it manxz! Why must I do that? You're so eager to see it? I'm flattered, s-lut.
Re'Nana : Fuck off lah, -refers to above -,-

愛.Kellyyyyy: Iloveyou sis (:
Re'Nana : I love you tooo sister ! (: When is our outing !!!!!!!!!!! ):

Nana - Joanna: Seriously , Please. Stop acting like you're joanna , & type what you shouldn't type. For godness sake , get a life. _I_
Nana - Joanna: Seriously , what's wrong with you ? commenting about her and well , are you perfect ? look who's the unreasonable one here , trying to argue like b*tch ?
Nana - Joanna: Since you said that your name is Joanna , then well , why don't you leave ur blog / friendster down ? Pea brain .
Nana - Joanna: Laughs , then stop creating a scene here . lol
Re'Nana : Thnks nana (: dont bother abt the spammer alr. wasting your time ! (:

xiiaobabby: wahs , sweet sia ! by th way me & qary break lerhs . see you so0n .
Re'Nana : Okays, hahaha ! I know you two break le ): Sadddd. alrights, see you soon tooooo ! ^^

kelly: tell you wrong time. its 11.30 meet. you better come alright? (: see you sis
Re'Nana : Okayokays ! (: Thnks sis ! :D

wenhui: Hey girl there, whos the s-lut man? Did she offence you? Or are you jealous of her prettyness & the sweet relationship between she & her bf? Pls you are creating trouble here . If you don like her
wenhui: blog, pls shoo. Ok, thks.
Re'Nana : Thnks for helping ! (: Dont care abt her, waste your energy only -,- happy belated birthday anyway emooooooooooooooooo :D


You just dunno, how much i love youuuuuu <3
Still awaiting for our second month...


Thursday 12 June 2008


Hello boyfriend (:


My loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D


Nana & Liang (!)


Overdue photo ;x

Well, back to blogging (!)
Actually i got more more more pictures to upload de lo.
Just tht i very lazy ah, tired somemore.

Anyway, continue from my last post.
Back from MIA not long.
Well, enjoy myself during th MIA period, although i totally got no money $.$
Thnks baby for 'yang(supporting)' me money/food/ whatever during tht period.
Greatly appreciated yeaaaa :D loveyou <3
Thnks to ahboy & nana as well. for some treats.
:D
Went Katong KTV on one of th days. Again, enjoyed myself ! (:
Of course, sang alot. SING SANG SUNG ! Ohoh, ahboy is my singing partner eh.
The rest i cant rmb alr T.T

Monday work @ AMK Hub fair. Walaooo, woke up @ 7.45am like tht.
Reached there at 10am sharp. Waited & waited like an idiot.
In th end, saw feifei came first, then nickie & yueling came ard 10.30am -.-
POOR ME ! Waited for them like 30 minutes w/o pay ;x -Crys*
Worked w nickie & jacqueline. Walaooo, nickie is a disiao kia cans -.-
Was feeling so unwell tht day, vommitted like twice in the toilet ;x
Jacqueline went off early. Worked till 10pm, went off around 10.30pm. Trained home alone T.T -Lonely*
Freaking long trip, 1 hr + trip frm AMK to my house ;x Reached hme ard 11.40pm.

Tuesday got off (!) yayness. But yet, cant rest. Got up @ 6.45am, for th guides coursework.
Thought need report @ 7am. In th end was 7.45am -.- Sorry weiling nuer, told you th wrong info ;x Went to school w the wrong attire. suppose to wear trackpants, but i wore guides skirt ;x Nvm, luckily it wasnt mdm quek who was here, another teacher in charge instead. Went to HQ of the fire ambulance (?) Lao eh, 1 hr plus trip . Sit on bus until butt pain ;x Got 3 hr + talk of theory @ th small auditorium. Damn, super boreddd siol. Okays, i admit. I slept for abt 20 minutes ;x Soon, got pratical time. Got a chance to carry the fire extinguisher (SP?) & deflame the fire, learn first aid & how to tie types of different bandages. (: Got some kind of nice experience ah . :D Bus-ed back school. Actually meeting ling, but i waited & waited for him, he still nvr appear leh ): Went home instead. Reached home, online. Nana'vanessa told me tht d/ling, zhen, gary were caught @ pasir ris. Damn lah, no wonder ! But lucky you were fine ah. i love youuuuuuu lah. You know i got how worry not (!) Thnks nana for telling ! <3 Byeeeeeeeee.

Wednesday worked. Report @ 10.30am. Today's business rly kns lo. walao .____. ohoh, i spend alot of money today ;x Crapped & joke abt w nickie esp as usual. Hahahaa, I know, i nvr fail to make him laugh ;x Jac & nick was complaining bored when i was off ytd, no one entertain them ;x thnks yah ! (: Bus home alone after work, tried taking bus 25. Damn, overslept. Some strangers woke me up when reached bedok inter. Walaooooo, so paiseh cans -.- Tmr working @ shop ! YESYESYES, Finally. Sherlyn off, thats why im working @ shop :D Byebye, i wanna go sleep liao.

P/S: I know, all my posts sound so snglish ;x Hahahhaha ! No choice, im a typical singaporean (:

&& Thanks to the usual ones(too much to mention ;x) @ Zhen's house on tht day ! Cheering me up, Giving me advices ! Thanks alot, rly appreciated. (:
Thanks baby esp .

&&& ZHAOXIANG, Take good care when you're in alrights ! (: I wont forget youuu de ! :D


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SASA: smile my chiobu! i always love youuu :)
Re: Sasa chiobuuuuuuuuu, wo ye hen ai ni lahxzxxzxzxzx ! :D

kelly: i'll always be there for you no matter what. you can call me ayntime arights?
Re: Thnks babe ! Okays, i'll try contact you asap ! (:

zhao xiang: yeah... haha... u also mus tc lehz.. promise me dat ok???... =)
Re: Okays, i will take good care of myself de, you also alrights ! (:

alicia: hello(: just passing by , thinki you saw me ytd eh ?(:
Re: Errrrrrmmmmmmm, You're ?

JunWei (old old): Hahaha ya la. You start the convo on msn first. Hahaha. Chill la so sad.
Re: Hahahha, okayokays (:

Huisian: Honey , call me if you need anything kay ? i will sure be there for you (: tk'cares . ily ;D
Re: Thnks honey <33333 Loveyou man.

Nichbob: Ahgirl ah! Dont go crazy and cry , rmb family do all these cos they care but they just do in a wrong way loh. Tkcr man! Missed and meet out one day k? (:
Re: Okayokays, i understand (: Will jio you out somedays ! :D

jiahui: NANA! bob is right! they express their love in a wrong way. try understand them eh ? if not it'll make things worse . unless they're really unreasonable lahs -.-
Re: Okayokays (: loveyou jiahui <3

kelly: im starting to get very worried for you. call me when you can alright? and i wanna find you and give you a hug.
Re: No need worry ah, im fine my dear ! (: hahahha, okays, shureeeeeee !

Jasmine: Joanna ! Deeply missed by AHMA ! Tried calling your phone but cnt get through , but only can tagg you. Cheer up pls ! D:
Re: Aww, i miss you toooo. Yaaa, my phone line totally dead le, sorry. Okays, i will !(:

serene: baby, you gt back home ler mah ?? mus tkcare yeas. i finishin wrk soon and can meet up. tkcares yeas.
Re: Yups, i went back le, dont worry narhs ! (: I last week of hol try go find you ah ! (:

liang~: dear. don worry nahhs. we will last de. iloveyous~!
Re: ya ya, i know. say say free one mah, no need pay also. Alah, I rly rly miss you nah ! <3

kelly: glas to know you're alright. (:
Re: Hahahhaa, Im alrights alr ! :D

WEILING: Joannaaaaaaa! I uploaded the pictures today into the Guides blog. :D I'm not coming online anymore, so sorry yeah, just take the pictures from there. Help me tell Swing also! THANKS :D
Re: Okayokays ! But whats the link for th girl guides web ? Give me ? :D

liang~: dear. i didnt mean to make u wait outside ur sch today n didnt turn up. i was in lock up la. hope u'll forgive me. sorriesT.T
Re: Okayokays, i forgive you lahhhhhhhhhh (: I understand ! wo ai niiiiiiiii (:

zhao xiang: hi... eh.. i gg in NS tml liao le... do tc bahx...alll e best for ur future n upcomin test.... dun forget me lehz...=)
Re: Okays ! -Refers above .

isabella: you girl guides ?
Re: Yaaaaaaaah, Any problems ? You're ?

VAN: JOANNNAA , u make me worried ! ): , glad that u went backk home alrd ... imy !
Re: Hahaha, no need worry lah (: I miss you toooooooo :D

CARINA♥: sister is loved. [:
Re: Sister is loved back tooooooo . *hugs (:

dean: lol hi joanna!! cheer up!! =)
Re: Heyhey deany boyyyy (: Okays, i'll. Thnks yo !


I felt that, you dont care for me as much as before alr. Felt that we're drifting away.
I rly rly rly miss youuuuuuuuuuu T.T
I wonder, when can we meet again ?


Tuesday 10 June 2008

Im back to update.

I have already went home, dont worry peoples !
After MIA-ing for like almost one week ?
(:
I went back ytd, sunday, cos emo tel me got work today.
I got no choice, but to return home.
Ling send me all the way back to my doorstep, thnks (:
Reached home, mama talk to me in a nice manner.

Suasuasua, its now 12.50am.
Damn, very very tired ah, after coming back from work.
Update evrything tmr bah ? If got chance ! (:
Tmr mrng still reach sch by 7am for guides coursework (!)

TAGS WILL BE REPLIED TMR :D
Thnks all friends for your concern .

I miss ling,
I want ling,
I need ling,
I love ling (!)

Please wait for me my dear.
When im back, we go celebrate our 2nd month tgt ! :D
But im afraid that, we might not last till then ;x


Tags replys
Sunday 8 June 2008

Tags replys :

kelly: cut queue for me? sure anot? dont make me happy for nothing ley. hahas. we'll be seeing each other soon (:
Re: YESYESYES, im very sureeeeeeeeee (: Siannn, i now very stressed lah. I need my sister by my side T.T

jiahui: lols ! hahas , i don't dare wear out . hahs . thanks girl . find you when i have time k !
Re: Hahahhaaa, Nice what ! (: Okays, shureeeeeeeeeee ! ^^ loveyou !

braden: hello !
Re: Hello ^^ !

karmiliah: hey.i'll be linking u soon. :D
Re: Okaysss, shureeeeeeee =D

Yvonne: Tiantian ! >3
Re: Love tiantians' (:

爱 J: Girlfriend! I miss you lahs! :D
Re: Girlf (: I miss you tooo lahs T.T Next time lets meet up @ bedok & bus to sengkang to find joycelyn yeaaaaa !

Eunice: Baby,thx for linking..iloveyoulots(:
Re: Welcome my dear ! (:

CARINA♥: sis. x3
Re: SISTER <3

JunWei (old old): I entertain you at night leh.. Hahaha. Location Location Location
Re: Okays, you promise de uh ! :D Hehehehehe !


MIA

Back to update something.
I just wanna tell you, (my brother) something.
In case he reads my blog, or some whoever else !


Eh, stop threatening me alrights !
Whats with the ' if she didnt come home by today, i'll send her to the girls home' ?
Huh ? Whats the f meaning of that ?
Please lah, is you people always chase me out of the house, call me dont come home de leh.
Now i run out, then keep calling boyf to find me out, where am i etc...
Whos the one who chase me out in the first place ?
Then now ? Threaten me abt those stuffs huh ?
Ever wonder / think why i'll run mah ? _!_
You think i want ah ?
Never leave money for me, still ground me @ home T.T
You think i like huh ? Even its for others i also think they dont like alrights !

Other people is when their family is rich, then control their children until very tight.
For me leh ? No money, still kena control dao like tht.
Still dunwan clear my hp bills, internet & home tel T.T
walaoooooooo...
Now its all suspended, you happy alr huh ?
Fine then, you pple cant contact me.
I should thank you pple for giving me a chance to MIA instead of ranting @ my own blog.

Seriously, i had enough.
I rly cant stand going out w/o any money in your pocket, sometimes not even transport fees. No need to even say cash for food/ others -.-

SO, I ADMIT ! I LOVE MONEY, I WANT MONEY ! Cannot ?
You are my mother, yet you cant give me money, then where you expect i got all those money hur ? Drop from heaven ?
Dont even need to say family warmth.
From young, i alr dont have a father.
Yet now, i got all this craps from you people when i reach home.
Mama/ grandma nagging @ me.
Brother cursing / swearing @ me.
Mama keep ask me not to use vuglarities. But how to ?
When brother is using in almost all his sentence.
Please lah kor, want me be good, set a good example for me lah.
Always swearing at me, you think v nice ah ?

Anyway, i have alr promised mum to go home on monday.
I PROMISED*!
Although till now nobody know where am i actually at now, except for a few.

Seriously, I MISS MY MAMA & GRANDMA !
I know, im useless, whatever.
&& Im afraid tht brother might hit me again when i return home.
If i rly got beaten by you again, i think, i rather i dont return hme at all.
Always rmb, im almost 16 . No way you can send me to girls home anymore, unless i commit crime ;x
Please please please dont irritate me anymore !

P/S : You all just dont understand how much i miss you all. All i could say was, I cried like a kiddo ;x


Tags Replys :D
Saturday 7 June 2008

Tags replys : {Oldest to lastest}

MENGHWEE: Yeps yeps. Next week. I love Fiancee <3.
Re: Hahahaa, Okays, shureeeeeeeee =D Ai fiance as well ! <3

kelly: how you entertain me? someone sad again uh? can i really have you for the whole day? you mean it? haha
Re: Hahhaa, Ya loh T.T Now okay le lah (: YESYESYES, you can have me for th whole day yah ! I can cut queue specially for you out of all my dates ;x Hahah <3

♥selina: joannnnaaaaaaaa! YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Miss you laaaas :D
Re: Hahhahaha (: I miss you tooo selinaaaaa !

HUMAIRA: joannananananaa. xDDDD haha. my marshmallow! i love youuu. x33 lols
Re: i love my marshmallow toooooooo (:

Eunice: Baby,kink me @ Http://spillthe-beans.blogspot.com
Eunice: Thanks(:
Re: Okays, linked alr ! (:

jiahui: jo , try contact me k ? i need help in something . ;D
Re: Hehs, done ! ^^

Charmaine: heyya~! pass by to tag tag. =)
Re: Okays, hahahaa ! I miss you all lah T.T

MENGHWEE: Fiancee' x33.
Re: Fiance <3 loveyou !

Nichbob: Joannaaaa ! (: Last long !
Re: Okays, i will. You & felix tooo ah ~!

'Marc: hello. relink.
Re: Relink already !

Eunice: link me
Re: LINKED ! ^^

JOYCELYN: :D
Re: (:

爱.BabyLinn -/}: Sisteeeeeer[: iloveyouuuuuuu ! :D
Re: Sisterrrrrrrrrr (: wo ye ai niiiiiiiiii <3

serene: baby, here to tag you xDDD hahas. you also missed lor. tkcare loves.
Re: Okays, tkcare tooooooo. All th best in your work !:D

shangjiee: haha . nana . i linked u le x))
Re: Ahkor ah, you're linked toooooooooooooo :D

JunWei (old old): SoonZ. Haha.
Re: Okays, ahahahah ! (:

zhao xiang: sry la... sianz... 6 more days n i'm in le.. i'm sure u noe wad i'm sayin rite???/
Re: Why say sorry ah ? Okays, i understand ! (: All th best when you go in ah ! T.T

Nichbob: Nana ! Linked looooh. PLS! You and your bf more sweet? At bbq like shooting movie, kisskiss hughug. Tsk ! ;D
Re: Hahhaa, Hai hao leh. (: Ni he ni boyf bu shi gen sweet mah ? =D

XINYI♥: SIAOEH<3 I love youuuuuuuuuu xD Meet up soon (:
Re: Okays (: I love my siaoeh. Tiongxim ~!

Nana♥: Tagged, Lastlonq with boyfriend.
Re: Okays, thnks (: You tooooooooooo !^^ zhen is good good guy !

Wenhui: View & tagg ^^ Thks for yo help! love^.
Re: Welcomeeeeeeeeeeee ! Hahhaah ! Tag you back soooonnnn ! ^^


Ohyah, randoms :

1. I still cant say where i am currently @ now.
In case _____ read my blog.
Walaooo, please lah. Is you ownself chase me out in the first place de.
Dont get so anxious when i didnt return home for days.
You started all this first.
I dislike this family.
Evrytime i return home, all i get was scolding & nagging.
Never leaving a single cent for me & dont allow me to go out, what type of family are you people ?
Promised this me, promise me that, in th end where is it ?
Evrytime say i nvr keep promises.
Please lah, i learn from you pple de leh.
Seriously, i had enough.
But still, i miss my mama.
I WANT TO PROVE YOU PEOPLE WRONG !

2. Thnks to Javier (: Hahhaa, i promised to blog abt him. But i forgot cos of what reason alr ;x
Nvm, Anyway, i only know i want to thank you (:

3. Yisin buddy rocks big time alright ! :D

4. Er, zhao xiang. All th best to you when you go in ah ! I wont forget you de lah, dont worry. (:
Tkcare buddy !

5. Lastly, I MISS/LOVE LING EN LIANG !


Byeeeeeeee bloggy ! (:
-Nana'


Wednesday 4 June 2008

MIA MIA MIA !

Miss all my friends lah T.T
Sorry people, no way you could contact me.

Byebyeeeeeeeeeeeee =D


Happy birthday jiahui (:
Tuesday 3 June 2008

Alrights, Back for updates (:

Friday, Saturday slack @ zhen ning lanshop.
Didnt went home tht day i think ?
Ton at lan shop & went up to slp in the morning.
Went home on saturday night .

Sunday was Jiahui's birthday bbq :D
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JIAHUI ! ^^
Meet d/ling first on bus 17.
Bused to downtown .
Meet Aiai & Jiahui @ 5 plus .
Help out w the stuffs first .
Reach pit.
D/ling help to set up fire .
He claims tht he dunno how to, but in th end he did a good job huh !
Instead of th girls doing the stuffs, we only play w the ice & taking pictures.
Of course, plus some light jobs lah.
Then, Started bbq w sausages first.

Soon, Chinyong & co came.
Awhile, went out to Ehub ntuc to buy beers w d/ling & aiai .
Bought a carton of carlsberg .
Bought a carton of tiger .
Bought a box of sushi for ME! :D
Bought plastic cups.
Paid for the stuffs, Got free dispenser for beer .
Lol, COOL !

Took trolley. Tompang aiai & stuffs in th trolley.
Push her back to bbq pit area.
Hahs, Far sia !
But had fun during the way back.
Went back, Jingyuan & co + Nichelle reached .
So long nvr saw all of them alr. Freaking long can !
Aww, Hug w selinaaaaaaaa (:

Help to bbq th food, like taking orders like tht.
while aiai is going ard, asking pple to drink w her -.-
Blame no one, she can drink mah.
I only drink abit, cos i get drunk easily.
I prefer green tea, Hahahaa !

Went to chalet area there w d/ling.
He is buying cigg for himself & samuel.
Walk back again .___.

Soon, Started to rain le.
Xuanfeng people went back.
left chinyong, fadong, samuel, gary, brandon, jiahui, nichelle, c.t, me & ling.
At the point of time, three of them were alr dead drunk.
Rain stopped.
Keep accompanying aiai to the toilet.
&she start calling people w her phone, asking where are they, why nvr come bbq -.-
We all gt a hard time persuading her.
Another one was brandon !
He was totally a joker when he drunk.
Made me laugh like dunno what lah !
He hug the lamp post, take the umbrella ard sheltering others, saying its raining when it is not
-.- CUTE NOT ?!
&he did so many freaking funny stuffs lo.
Soon, they went back as well.

Terence & co came after tht.
Wish junyu happy belated birthday ! Haha !
But he say i boxim #&@!@%^#$&@! , only send f/s comment.
Happened tht d/ling know qizhi.
Luckily they can get along, or else i dunno what would happen ?
SLACK & CRAPPED ALOT !
Justina came after tht. Hug w her as well.
Wahs, SO LONG NVR SAW HER LIAO LAH !
Like years (?)

After packing up w the stuffs.
Cab to 201 w nichelle, jiahui & ling.
Nichelle & jiahui went home.
Went to lanshop.
Ahdai, ahgui & ahboy was alr inside .
Well, They play dota again -.-
ROARS !
Nvm, I use MSN, f/s ._____.
Morning, went up to zhen hse slp.
sleep until 1+ pm.
SLACK, SLACK, SLACK.
Went home ard 7 pm.

Had quarrell w d/ling otw back.
&i dont wish to mention it.
_____________________________________________


Actually just now wanted to post de.
But my com cannot be connected to internet _!_
Whatever.

Anw, MY PHONE LINE IS TOTALLY DEAD T.T
No way anyone can contact me thr my number, unless until i clear my bills.
So people, dont waste ur money sms / call to my number.
I wouldnt be able to receive it ):
Seriously, i wonder how i contact people.
House phone spoilt, handphone line dead, internet connection suspended ;x
Probably MIA for me ?

unknown.ALVIN~: how did you get your red bag?
Re: Er, i have alr explain to you in msn (:

zhao xiang: hmmm.. someone enjoying life lehz.. haha
Re: Enjoying life ? Noooooo ? I think you're wrong ;x

kelly: never go out with me:( haha. dont play maple ley. play other things la
Re: Hahahahaa, Sorry lah sis . Okayokays, next time you gt me for the whole day, i promised !*

CASSANDRA: NANA,it's okays.i decided not to buy,as it has to wait for 2month to 3.cass impaitent cant wait so not gona buy.THANKS FOR THE HELP ANYWAYS.with lovesssss : DDDD
Re: Hahahahaa, Okays, Welcome ! i didnt do much.

JunWei (old old): Ok glad to know. Hahah that time too little people last minute cancelled.. I wanna play pool hahah.
Re: Hahahaha (: Ohokays. Pool ? Speaking of pool, i quite long nvr play le ;x

MENGHWEE: Sister. I love you.
MENGHWEE: Fiancee x33.
Re: Sorry fiancee <3 I didnt go out w you ytd. iloveyou toooooooooo ^^

&&christabel: please do the survey in my blog(: hehs(:
Re: Did alr (: Look above !

Jasmine: Nana :D I miss you like hell mannnnnnnnn ! ):
Re: KHENGDAN AH ! I MISS YOU LIKE HELL AS WELL ! T.T Meet up soon ?

kelly: sister, i love you
Re: Sister, iloveyou toooooooooooo ;D

Wenhui: Can you on9 today night? I've smth to tell you. Thks. :)
Re: Sorrysorry, i have msg you alr. If possible, please reply. I try to be online today night.

kelly: sister sister sister sister sister! haha. im bored.
Re: Hahahahaaa, Bored ? Alah, I entertained you lah !(:

yuenman: Lesbo aka shoppin partner,thursday shoppin uh!
Re: Okayokays (: Shureeeeeeeeee ! Loveyou lah


Im rly disappointed w you.
To you, gaming & sleeping is much more impt than me.
You're always complaining t me tht you're tired when we go out,
when we have only little time for each other.
Can you please understand how i feel ?
Not tht i dunwan let you sleep.
Please please understand !
If gaming & sleeping is rly mre impt than me,
I guess, we shouldnt be tgt in the first place.
I know tht im selfish.
If i dont care for you, i wouldnt be doing all this alr.
I felt tht, you werent serious abt me.
In fact, you nvr liked/loved me.
I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU !
But still,
Baby, i love you.
When a girl says she love you, she really mean it.


Surveys
Monday 2 June 2008

Survey Time Again !
Tagged to do by Christabel Chocolatecandy & Joyce Girlf (:

Well, christabel's blog cant copy & paste, so i need t type evry single thing out. -CRYS*
Hope my internet connection wont go disconnected.
Or else, all my efforts will be gone T.T

P/S : Sentence wont be in PERFECT english -.- I couldnt possibly copy & type evry single word out .

1st Survey :
1. If your lover betray you, what would your reaction be ?
- Depends on situation .

2. If you could have a dream, what would it be ?
- Dream of me having alot alot of money ! -Winks*

3. What would your dream wedding be ?
- Simple yet romantic (:

4. Are you sure about your life goal ?
- Nope actually. But i know i want to be RICH !!!!!!! $.$

5. Whats your ideal lover ?
- Er, for now, i just want a caring / tiongxim boyf .

6. Which is more blessed ? Loving someone or Being loved ?
- Of course its being loveddddddddddd <3

7. If the person you like does not accept you, Would you continue to wait or Change your feelings ?
- Depends on how deep i love tht person ?

8. If you and your friend fall for the same person, what will you do ?
- I would give up the person to my friend & give them my blessings.

9. If you have cancer, what would you do ?
- Treasure & cherish the time im left with tgt with those precious ones. Live my life to the fullest.

10. What you want most in your life ?
- I WANT MANY THINGS ! I know im greedy ;x

11. Is being tagged fun ?
- Huh ? What you mean ?

12. How will you see yourself in the future as well as your career ?
- I hope i will suceed in life in future, but i doubt so.

13. Who is currently most important to you ?
- SO MANY PEOPLE CANS !

14. What kind of people who tagged you this ?
- Shes my nice girl (: Love her .

15. Would you be single & rich or married & poor ?
- Of course, single & RICH ! :D

16. What is the first thing you do every morning ?
- Check my phone .

17. Would you give it all in a r/s ?
- Depends.

18. If you fall in love with two person, which one would you pick ?
- That one who loves me more :DDDDDDDDD

19. What kind of friends do you like ?
- Trustable true friends (:

20. If you play a prank on someone saying 'i love you' & they fell for it, what would you do ?
- Tell them the truth after tht ;x This happened almost on all april fools ! (:

Tag 5 people to do :
- Im wont be forcing anyone to do . If you're bored, you can Copy+Paste & try out this survey .

2nd Survey :

Instructions : Remove one of the questions below & replace w your own questions (:

1. Did something bad happen on you the past weeks ?
- Yeaps T.T

2. What you want to most right now ?
- Right now ? I WANT MONEY ! $.$

3. What are you be doing at 6pm ?
- Still sleeping @ Zhen house .

4. Do you hate your friends sometimes ?
- Yeaps, Some + Sometimes .

5. When do you wish to die ?
- When my family, friends & boyf force me to go home _!_

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain ?
- Yeaaaaaa. Of course .

7. What impossible things you wish to do ?
- I WANT TO BE RICH NOW NOW NOW !

8. Do you believe in eternal love ?
- Nooooo ?

9. Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide ?
- Er, Nooo bah ? I dunno ;x

10. What if your crush asked you out ?
- I'll be damm happy & excited (:

11. Describe your other half ?
- Always complaining tht he's tired lah T.T

12. What feeling do you hate the most ?
- ALOT WORHXZXZXZX ! -.-

13. Do you treasure every single friendship of yours ?
- Of course, all my dearie friends (:

14. What are you looking forward to in this upcoming weeks ?
- Meet ups with many different different friends :DDDDDDDD

15. What is the most important thing in your life ?
- Idk ? Alot ?

16. Who do you hope to be always there for you ?
- Anyone who cares for me. Be it friends, family .. Anyone (:

17. Do you find life meaningless ?
- Yeaaaa, Very meaningless -.-

18. What have you been searching all this while ?
- A trustable bestest friend (:

19. Do you know the meaning of love ?
- Of course . Although it is not as simple as what i thought.

20. What is your greatest wish ?
- Idk ? MANY LORHXZXZXZXZZXZX !

21. Have you lied to anyone in the past 24 hours ?
- Yes . Im sorry....

Tag 5 people to do this survey :
- Same again, Anyone who is willing to do ? :D


Anw, I realised tht joyce girlf survey is v similar w christabel's one, so i dunwan to do repeated surveys .