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Saturday 25 August 2007




todayy woke up in dhhe aftnoon again.
mit miao ting andd cabb tuuh habour front ferhh myye FLINT.
at derhhs. make loads of new friends.
& saw evangeline. dey were making banners ferhh benjamin's tonite compeitition :D
met new frens. one of dem is JASMINE.
she kip saying dat iie look like naughty naughty, bad2 lik dat.
iie was nt. iie veryy guai okkayys.
nt as bad as she tink.xPPPP
after FLINT damm late llerhhs lorhhs. ended at 5.30pm
headed tuuh serangoon in jasmine father car.
dat car damm comfortable k ?! ue noe dat type behind canns sit loads of pple derhhs.
behind veryy fun & big. cann sit on cushion xDDDD
went tuuh tak 81 until inter. chiong hme cos iie wanna watch dhhe CSS2 compeitition.
support benjamin.
myye family vote ferhh him alot lorhhs.
budd in dhhe end still let shawn win ):
sadd.


dat unfair cher !

that day derhhs pics. :D












today was a abit bad also abit gd day.
hahahahs. todae ie made a cher paiseh in front of dhe whole class.
he deserved it. whole class dislike him. HE WAS UNFAIR !
iie shall nt mention names. he was unfair tuh myye buddy.
abt dhhe SA paper thingy.
most of dhhe pple in class rebel him cos we tink he too much.
he said until as if dhhe notes he gave was fantastic.
wth. & said notes frm momo cher was nt enuff ferhh us tuuh prepare exams & stuffs.
budd when he momo cher came teach us, whole class pass veryy well, half class of dhhe pple get 30 / 30 marks lorhhs. dhhe rest wasnt too bad, 25, 26, 27, 28, 29, 29 & half / 30 marks sia.
better dhhen HIM !
and nw he wantedd tuuh be unfair tuuh myye buddy.
herhhs.
wad to do ? shall c how it go lorhhs.
during sci lesson, cher begin tuuh teach chapt 6 :D
hahahs. when myye class recieve dat sci notes, dey were damm so excited.
& omg, sum were horny. xPPPP
it shld nt be difficult ferhh ue tuuh guess wad topic it is abt.
hahahhs.
aft schh, met dem first.
aft dat went ferhh guides.
aft guides ended dhhen met zh dey all.
went manie places jus tuuh find a comfortable place tuuh slack & chat.
I SIMPLY LOVE SLACKING UNDER DAT VOID DECK :D
hehehs. nth much happened aft dat. headed straight hme aft slacking ;DDDD
aft all, iim a gd gal (:

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Thursday 23 August 2007

do ue tinkk dat nowadays most parents dunnch use cane on us ard our age ?
budd unfortunately, dat mother was a special one.

&& ue canns dunnch read tis post if ue wanns. cos pouring myye feeling to dhhe blog. NOT ue.
budd if ue wanns, iie carnn stop. as long as ue dunnch comment abt it. aft all, its not ferhh ue.

iim damm depressedd rite now.
iie really duno wad tuuh do.
first thing iie tink of is blog.
pour all myye feelings tuuh dhhe blog.
& all iie noe is tuuh cry.

jus had huge quarrel wiibb myye mother .
iie was fighting wiibb her aqains.
quarrelling in myye hse in damm so common.
cos iie came frm a broken family after all.
vuglarity and rudeness in myye hse was common.
budd today quarrel was bigg.
canns ue imagine we start tis big fight cos of JUST A PIECE OF SHIRT.
iie dunos how tuuh explain.
dhhen quarrel becum mre fierce.
dat fcuking pubor starting taking out canes & belts tuuh hit me.
wth.

pple who noe me well. iie carnn take much nagging.
once ue start nagging at me.
iie will get angry. & starting TOK bac.
of course dhhe pubor will sure tok bac too ! IN FACT , SHE SHOUTEDD BAC.
iie kept quiet at first hoping dat she nagg finish she will go off.
budd who noes she gt even mre too much & started shouting at me.
iie carnn tahan llerhhs. & stand up shouted bac at her.
iie didnt mean to. budd iie carnnn control myself.
JUST IMAGINE DAT UE WERE AT UR COMPUTER TABLE CHATTING WIIBB FRENS ON9, & UR PARENTS OR WHOSOEVER CAME OVER DIRECTLY BESIDE Ue AND START TO NAGG & SHOUT AT YOU OVER A SMALL THING. WOULD UE LIKE IT ?

tmd. aft dat she start caning me with wad ever in her hands.
dhhe most painful was dhhe feather duster.
f lorhhs. damm pain. of course iie did cried. iie wasnt made of metal. =.O


in order nt tuuh continue caning me, iie snatch dhhe feather duster especially frm her.
its dhhe most painful weapon she have in her hands.
in dhhe end. iie aso end up losing. didnt managed tuuh get dat stupid feather duster.


iie now look like a zebra.
wiibb all dhhe cane marks all over me.
dunch b surprised if ue c one.

mye eyes are still watery & swollen .
dunnch feel lik goin sch tmr.
budd iie gt no excuse.
):


iie sumtimes seriously hate myye family.
iie dunos why ?!
dey are jus too..........
especially grandmother.
evry time when iie quarrel wiiib dat HER, grandmother always cut in and "add oil plus vinegar"(in chinese). complainin abt me abt dhhe time iie came hme frm sch evryday . thats will make myye mother even angrier.


budd dat HER & grandmum seems tuuh like myye brother.
kor have even BAD TEMPER dhhen me llehhs.
its UNFAIR !
dey zhong nan qing nu.
cos bro canns carry dhhe surname marhhs.
herhhhs.

how iie wish iie could leave hme llarhhs.
iie really wantedd tuuh.
its terrible tuuh stay at hme facing dhhe 4 walls & dhhe 2 naggy women.
budd iie gt no ability tuh leave.
iie gt no $$.
$$ is dhhe prob.
hope faster 18 year old, get a gd pay job & stay outside MYSELF !
how iie wishh.

sometimes even worse. got sum silly ideas. ue noe?
hoping dat ahgong or daddy canns cum & fetch me away tuuh sum wher dat gt no nagging.
iie really miss them.
especially AHGONG.
he treat me well when hes alive. budd iie didnt treasure him.
how iie wish he could return bac & help me OR bring me along.
mayb myye cutting habit is bac agains.


they simply RAWKS okkayys ! : D

A OUTING FERHH DHHE PLs & PSs : D


where iim looking ?


ue took it (:


fa dai ~


ayu ; joanna : DDDDDDDD sister-ship (:




iie noe dhhe table is considered small : D I LOVE PLAYING POOL (:






candid (:






today 23.08.2007


finally bac tuuh blogging. com okkayys llerhhs.
iim dhhe one who repair it.
ue believe ?!
hahahs.
of course iie was joking.
if ue believe iie bwg : DDDDDD hahahahs.


mrng as usual .
met dem at dhhe playgrd derhhs.
went bac tuuh class. first two period is mother tongue lesson.
today mt fun x3 . cos cher nv teach much.
we all discussing abt dhhe CSS2 derhhs pple & things we nid tuuh prevent doing when in 7 month.
hahahs.
it was fun lorhhs. share all our experience. :D
time passes veryy fast today. iie aso dunos why ?
its eng liaos.
MIRACLE~
first time miss rahayu late =.O
& nv cum class.
she did came to sch today.
budd she didnt came into our class.
aft 45 mins. she still haben cum.
dhhenn we all turn dhhe class upside dwn . xDDDD
iie was walking ard & daydreaming.. its was boredd.
evryone was playing in class. no teacher, who cares ? !
dhhen when its already 12.30 like dat . miss rahayu came in suddenly.
everyone rush bac tuuh their seats. & she was abit furious cos we are nt in our own seats.
she told us she was damm bz wiibb dhhe councillor thingy.
dhhen nv cum our class.
wahhs. TODAY DAMM SHIOK.
gt 3 of eng periods. & she nt in class. NO TEACHER AT ALL.
envious ? ahahahahahs. : DDDDD
assembly lerhhs. iie was told tuuh clap & cheered loudly when dey mention 207 & dhhe councillors in our class.
OF COURSE. iie did cheered ferhh dem. :D budd evryone look at me when iie cheered, cos iim dhhe oni one.
myye friends complained dat iim noisy. =.O hahahs.

aft schh liaos. YAY ! second favourite part of sch.
wait ferhh those pretty friends.
dey simply rawks okkays.!
we went tuuh eat together & took it bac tuuh music rm tuuh eat.
veryy cooling. hehehs. (:

wwhen tuuh library tuuh find junwei.
do project together.
iie carnn tiink of a source, ans or a ques.
& iie told him iie wanntedd tuh go hme.

went hme tuuh bath & change.
met some friends & slack at void deck ard myye hse.
dhhen nth much happenn llerhhs.

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happy national day
Thursday 9 August 2007

yos pple :D

iim bac.
com hai zai sp0ilt.
siiann.


8.8.07

ytd iie gd gal.
work up early early tuh sch.
woke up at 5.15 am .
cos iie hab tuuh report to sch by 6.30 .
ytd sch celebrate national dae.
all dhhe uni grps including GIRL GUIDES was standing at dhhe parade grd.
dhhen stand so long.
tmd.
wibb dat mr ee speech.
wth.
tok so long.
4 pages of speech.

dhhen aft dat assemble at parade grd.
watching dhhe captain ball match.
damm bored..
budd it was farniie toos.
walking ard wiibb friends.
& playing & fooling ard wib dem.

9.15 liaos.
went up tuuh dhhe hall.
watching dat PLAY.
super boredd.
even boring dhhen dhhe games.
dhhen sang along wiibb teachers.
myye class was dhhe most hyper.
wiibb dat few gals.
we clap along. sing along .
hahhas.
finally sch ended.
went tuuh zh hse first.
went tuuh tak ezlink.
dhhen accompanied me hme.
:D
hehehs

went hme changedd & took $$
dhhen went straight tuuh wheelock place.
at orchard.
went tuuh taka aft dat.
bought a baby pooh. (:
damm cute alrites.
hahahs.



9.8.07

yay! HAPPY NATIONAL DAY :D

aft dat going esplanade wiib rene.
YAY !
fireworks.
ie love it :DDDDDDD



shall blog till here :D
buais . <33


alone~~~
Saturday 4 August 2007


serene candid me :D iie n0e its ugly. ):


zilian.


dhhe SUPER NICE DOLL iie saw at wheelock place.
its veryy ex. ):


serene & joanna :DDDD


iie look lik retard ):


iie was playing wiibb dhhe small scooter. dhhen serene candid me.


dhhe jap coin dat we changedd at neoprint shop. dhhe machine oni accept jap coins $$ . =.O


iie look so idiot & black. lik bangla.


smile :DDDDD


iie look so kuku. hehehehs.


dhhe movie " secret " . iie wanns tuuh watch.


dhhe rainbow thingy in dhhe cab. :D



dat dae at ikea . :D


acting kuiite. ):


two typical sch girl. :DDDD



today went out tuuh watch movie. YAY-NESS.

actually gt 10 over pple go.
budd in dhhe end left 4.
cos iie urge some of dem nt to go.
ps marhhs.
junwei wanns go. budd iie col him dunnch go.
we purposely arrange at dhhe time went he carnn go. :D
hehehs. we evil ? !



morning go rene hse first.
dhhen mit zh .
we cabb-edd tuuh cine.
tak a big round tuuh inter derhhs jus tuuh lobang charmaine =.=
nvms. we gd pple.

dhhen reach cine llerhhs. it was lik still so early.
lik no much pple ard.

went tuuh bought alone ticket.
went tuuh arcade.
when we are allowedd tuuh go in dhhe cinema llerhhs dhhen went tuuh bought popcorns & drinks.

dhhe MOVIE was lik OMG~~~
manie scary parts.
irritating. ):

dhhen at one of dhhe part.
it was so scary.
& iie was holding on tuuh dhhe popcorn.
it was quite full dhhen.
dhhen dhhe scary part came & iie had a shockedd.
guess whhad ?
iie threw dhhe popcorn out.
popcorn flew all over me.
on myye clothes, seat & one popcorn stuck at myye hair. ):

tmd. suay.
dhhen manie scary part came.
chua tio alot of times. ):


feeling lik not continue watchin dhhe movie aft get shockedd once.

pity those beside me.
serene & charmaine.
cos iie pinch & hold dem tightly.
hohohohos.
zhihuis lucky yeas.
dhhen iie kept hold on tuuh serene.
dhhen charmaine nobody hold.
hahahs.
evil hors. =.=


dhhen aft movie endd.
went shop ard at orchardd.
nice2 . :DDDD



wadd a happy dae . funx3
funFUNfun.


;; iie cried & cut ferhh yous.
iie tink its enuff.



oh yarhhs..
recently com spoilt. tmd.
suay lorhhs.